She wrote her name and mine and gave it to me today. Becoming good friends with her, and then i found out that she's the only girl that i'm actually close with at school. I feel deprived of girls. really depressing. The rest are boys, sien.

Other girls are china princesses or those that only speak mando, just talk to them a bit, oh there was this girl so random just out of no where looked at me and said, "Wait", walked up to my place just to give me sweets, i only ever talked to her once , so nice of her though today i went to take more hahahah.

Don't know if its a convent thing or every girl, but it's more fun to be around like some girls that you get along with. It's more comfortable, not those creepy clingy girls that want to hold your hand and huggg you ... everytime you cross the road.

I can't deny that i feel some attraction towards some girls, sounds damn bi but oh well. They just give that aura, makes me want to see them, want to bla and etc.

My course is quite okay to be honest, during lectures really fun. Most of us girls surprisingly all love sweet stuff. I usually have jelly bears/snakes, others m&m's, lollipops, and one of my friend she's the ultimate she has like a bag full of treats toblerons, durian sweets today, wayer biscuits and etc.

Usually we pass them around, plus we get chips and drinks.. lol its like a damn big community, food unites. My class seems to be the most friendly one i think. We don't really gang up with like only the chinese, get along well with the others.

I've been deemed FoodHunter among my friends, now GOD and SAVIOUR, rawr ahahah.

Today, i got dared by a friend to touch this guy's ear because once i touched it before cause i liked his earring thought it was blingy, then it became like TOTALLY RED after that. So my friend made me so irritated, i was like fine fine went faked like, "OHH new earring so niceee", and his ear went totally red again. ahahah.

enough. To conclude, i can't wait to see her again.

Random

Ini adalah senarai kedatangan kelas saya. Dua hadir, tetapi seboleh anda lihat 8 hadir. hahah. Saya menambah dua nama lagi selepas itu.

Lecture hari itu sangat boring semua ponteng kecuali saya dan beberapa orang lain dari kelas saya, tetapi lihat dari senarai kedatangan seandai semua orang hadir dari kelas saya. hahaha


dia's dan saya's


satu dandan dalam kotak. gila mia kucing, kotak saya buang luar pintu bilik saya, dia menganggap kotak seperti'fortress'-nya dan saya tidak boleh sentuh.


kotak-makan petang?? yang saya cincai buat kerana rumah tiada lauk.

Beberapa hari ini, saya sering mendengar lagu Jai Ho - The Pussycat Dolls(You're my destiny). Tertagih lah. JAI HOOOO. Pi dengar best.

Lego

Luke skywalker~


untuk dipakai pada hari tak serious.


Lego watch Starwars edition.

sangat gembira dapat jumpa jam tangan ini. Sejak kecil aku memang suka jam tangan, apabila ke penjaja makan dengan keluarga saya akan ke kedai jam tangan pergi tengok jika ada jam tangan baru, atau digimon edisi baru.


(damn fun it has interchangable links.)
(and you can stick luke skywalker on the watch)

Kini pada waktu lapang, saya masih layari web cari atau menghayati jam tangan yang cantik dari segi design dan teknologi(hobi yang terlalu mahal, boleh lihat sahaja). Tambahan juga, jam yang mempunyai ciri-ciri unik, agak "geeky" lah tetapi aku suka.

Saya tidak akan memilih sebuah jam tangan yang normal. HAHA. too fussy
(i still like glow in the dark watches and think that calculator watches look sorta cool ...)

Kakak saya terus ejek saya "geek" tapi dia masih nak pakai. ini dipanggil irony.

biskut coklat bercip coklat

Beberapa hari lalu, Nick melawat rumah aku. Melawat kerana, kakak besar ke Sydney lawat pak cik saya. Tengok Gessie punya dada ada bintang, lawak gila baju Tun Teja,tak guna mia hanya Dang Wangi best.. hehehe


Kita membuat biskut ada berak/najis effek.


Mereka sentiasa makan tepung biskut =_=... saya juga hahaha


Lepas itu, mereka berdua main itu permainan "Left for Dead", agak syok. Saya seperti pelayan membancuh air kek hua dan beri biskut kepada dua anak kecil tu =_=.

Malam pergi Sofia makan, syok.

is limitasi a word?.

Agak gila dengan kerja sekolah, bukan projek sekolah tetapi dengan semua material yang perlu saya faham. Agak syok lah tetapi hari berlalu dengan cepat. Tak banyak mood nak blog entah mengapa.

Setiap minggu, benda sama. Macam saya hidup untuk belajar, makan dan pi shopping atau bersenam. Dengar seperti kehidupan yang 'ideal' untuk saya ahah. Tapi kadang kala, perlukan sesuatu yang ... (wtf is exciting) _____ .

Langit adalah batasan~. Tidak semestinya perlu mencuba semua yang ada tetapi perlu ingat bahawa anda boleh mencapai apa yang anda mahu, tiada sesiapa boleh mengawal mu, terutamanya bagi kita perempuan hahah! kita perlu sambung mengalahkan lelaki dan teruskan dengan mendominasi dunia muahahahuhuaha. ingatan maximum adalah lapisan ozon, boleh lantun balik dan jatuh atas 'your ass'.

i sound SO fucking stupid, in malay. fuck

Nombor Satu

Ini adalah pos nombor satu saya.
Pei Hwa dan saya telah membuat keputusan untuk 'blog' dalam bahasa melayu selama seminggu yang berjumlah kepada tujuh pos.

Seboleh anda lihat atau ketahui bahawa saya tidak fasih dalam bahasa melayu, bahasa melayu saya adalah seperti sampah. Ini kerana, sejak tamat spm saya telah mencampaknya ke dalam longkang.

Sejak kecil lagi, saya mempunyai masalah dalam bahasa melayu. Karangan sentiasa mendapat 40% dan seluruh darjah tingkatan, saya diiringi oleh sebuah kamus dwibahasa! tentulah English - BM !!! KLK(Ketawa Luar Kawalan).

Saya, akan berhenti di sini dahulu. Kebelakangan ini, saya amat malas memblog. Banyak telah terjadi, mesti cari satu hari untuk memblog.

online

the stupid things done online


WOO?, who's seen my moving display picture will understand ;D


hail gessie she's the best.


just a couple of the so many hilarious pictures she took.

Anyway, brian got back his laptop back like finally like don't know how many donkey months. I feel happy +++, even though wont be much difference but still feel as though he has returned!.

coookie

made some cookies today. It's some cinnamon and honey, crispy and hard type of ginger bread cookie ...


Started baking after my morning class. =D. You know in the morning it was so fine when i woke up it was 23degrees, i could still run around in my shorts. Since i only had a 2hr class, i might as well just wear shorts to school. While walking my friend living at the city was on the phone saying to me, "HA HA!, it's raining now!". The moment i reached the train station, you could see like really thick dark clouds around Melbourne(looked as though it was the end of the world). Then from a really nice day it became shit.

Heavy wind and heavy rain = cold. No umbrella. sucks. Went to safeway asked them if they had any umbrellas. A guy assisted me to the isle with umbrellas, sadly the umbrellas weren't anywhere to be seen, he even joked and said, "Oh well you should get a shower cap like the old lady over there".

a harh harh harh, -.-


But anyway, made it to class, i ran. Class was good, cookies too.

Darlings

Ma new baby wayfarers ;D in my favorite color. damn hot!


do you love them?
no... i have them


hehehehe old skool of chun-ness.
Vijay says they're old.
i love em. +)))

+]

diligent -.-.
sometimes he is online before i go to school.

Been really lazy to blog, weekdays busy. Just found out that I have like 24hrs of classes a week. o_o. I wish it was possible to cram everything in one whole 24hr day.
happy to see him on n_n, get to chat a while before school. He wishes me to have a good day =). damn cute.

hurt

I actually know the hurt he is feeling right now. :\

But I don't know how to still be the good person at the end of this.

Everything moves on whether you like it or not, except for realization.

I was hurt the exact same way. At least now i know why he did this to me as well. But it still doesn't change the way I think about him now.

Discern

For the past few days, I've been reading articles mainly about how volatile and unjust my country has become. All I felt while and also after reading was just pure outrage.

Appalled by the lengths we go to in order to voice out and how we get put down by our own people!. The trend these days are demonstrations, what do you do when you want to get heard? ORGANIZE A DEMONSTRATION!!, tear gas and chemically laced water canons discretion is advised. sigh.

I don't even want to get into Perak's political crisis.

The most recent read was about a demonstration by people from Kedah, Terengganu and Kelantan where they protested for Maths and Science to be reverted back to Malay. They claim that this change six years ago has corroded the use of the Malay language.

What is education then?, if not to create well mannered and witty youths of tomorrow, then tell me what is the main reason for education. I say try fixing the more important issues that can be seen just by looking around. For example, the social misfits and misbehavior's by spoiled youth. If action is not even taken on this, schools with the best education facilities and teaching systems would well in my opinion have failed.

We are all currently in a troubled age, even if you and I do not feel it, it is because our parents are currently the umbrellas, our front line of protection.

I always end up saying to myself is, "But what can I do?".

The only way we can save ourselves is if we be discern, identify and be aware of what is happening now then only is change imaginable.

**i'm no big shot like obama, i'm just voicing my concerns.

desk

say hello to my new flip table clock. i absolutely love old school practical things. The more vintage and granny looking they are the more turned on i get. hahaha.


so bold!. even when it flips it makes that sound, damn nice. ;D. I got it off ebay, took me some time to find a good quality one.


kinda big but it isn't as big as the tissue box. Actually wanted to get a chrome one that looks more vintage-y, but would look as if i'm an old and dying secretary.


This is just random.

Today was playing the computer and Dan Dan came and sat next to me on the chair. So i told him to take pictures with me. This is one of the candids when he refused to look at the mirror.


and when he did he looked so reluctant. -.- lol

Pandans

Love the green things. I wanted ice-kacang that day actually, but the shop at pokok assam didn't open. So we settled for cendol. At first i wanted like Cendol Kacang Tak Mau Santan hanya gula, so i would still be eating ice kacang in the end.

But he said, "Tak ada, hanya boleh kurang santan". So ok lor, didn't know he would give me soo much cendol just because I asked for less santan. So fun.


Halfway through, found this big clump of cendol. Like snot, but who cares i bet you didn't get one before.


After that i had to run some errands to buy a few cakes for my aunty. We went to Ipoh Bakery, saw pandan cake but did not buy only walked out with two cakes. Almost to the car, temptation won and we patah balik to buy the pandan layer cake. dangit.


Her cool knife.


HAHA, i went again a few days later and ordered the same thing. It's soo scary looking but good. nyehehhee.