Oct 11th

Today i had a facial.

Today i watched Eagle Eye for the third time ... .
(yes i am sick of it, but still a good movie i want others to watch it.)

Today i had my favourite mee rebus goreng.

Today i saw a family of wild boars! father mother and like a dozen of lil baby boars in the middle of the road. lol, usually see one or two, i've never seen so many before!

AND ...

Today i saw a girl named LOW PEI HWA! at 12am for supper.

gniteee. lazy ugh. fat.

colored lenses

colored lense craze


wondering which is mine? i'll show you next time. xD


and it's not these pairs >.>. they're gessies.

i suck at wearing contacts, like totally retarded maybe cause my eyes are small. But still, i bet small eyed people with determination can also master it.

But i'm like =-= ugh. I will be flailing my arms like a crazy person asking my younger sister to take them off for me. need more practice, anyway i noticed for a long time that there's this brown spot on the white part of my eyeball which has been there for a long time.

I only started to think whether it could be harmful to me after gessie told me that she has this black spot on her eyeball as well. But her black spot is like connected to the end of a nerve. Mine is just a brown splat. :\ hmm...

11 the shepherd

This is my dog eleven. Why is it calld 11?


because of its ears that stick up like the num 11.


side profile


passport picture.
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name: Eleven Ng
breed: german shepherd
gender: male
age: 3-4 ?
lol

Not well

i think i might be coming down with something. heaty, lethargic. Went to penang today and ko-ed the whole journey back :\. soo extremely hot -_-, not used to the weather.


But nah, i don't think i can get sick. I'm maxie, maxie doesn't get sick.

Okonomiyaki

made okonomiyaki's for dinner


really simple. 1/2 flour, 1/4 dashi, 1 egg, salt + ingredients.


when done we scrambled for our own condements to put on our okonomiyaki, and God knows how in the world we ended up with SO MANY in 15secs -__-




<3

Suga

Got this for my sister, looks so colourful. She and her friends love them.
I just look at it as sugar and colouring. o-o. pretty looking though.

snacks

few of what i like


can't get enough of this. and sponge cake <3


no comment. also i'm super psycho for rojak.


just put this on cause i like it? o-o. popiah and dhal curry.


Drinking too much of yakult least 2 a day, along with yeos boxed drinks.
you know it's ridiculously priced la at aus!.


two of my favourite kuih in the world.
tapioca kuih and the other one is some fermented something slightly sour one.

So many things to eat, i'm actually quite afraid to wake up in the mornings to be honest. I roll around the bed for sometime before i get up because i know if i go out i have to eat -_-. Forced to eat/want to eat the food.

Church

So i've been home lately, happy savouring various hawker food that i've parted with for so long, cheap and so yummy lor =D. Finally with shorts and a t-shirt on and not JEANS, so far it's easy going. Going matang tonight. seafood seafood seafood. Makes me feel so excited ahaha knowing that i will have a number of dishes to choose from. ahahaa!.

okay i sound like a sad person with no life.

Anyway, i was forced, can i say force? because i was left with no other options besides "Sleep early today, tomorrow you have to wake up early to go church". My only reaction was "ughhh =-=". Before sleeping my mind was trying to think of ways to fight boredom during tomorrow's service. It sounds bad though for me to be thinking that way but i guess it's a personal thing.

Maybe still questioning religion?. Maybe it's just too straight for me?, the way the person preaches as though the world revolves around the holy book the whole "It's my way or the highway baby". I have nothing against people who believe, i do believe as well. I just, i guess want to question more. Can't just tell me to do that and this without an explanation =_=.

Sooo, i went to church with my parents, it has been like more than 10 years since we actually went to church together. The akwardnesss, i went in, sat together, sang songs that i didn't know and had to look at the projector while the rest were singing their hearts out where i could see that they had so much passion for christ ... eyes closed and hands up high. sigh. After much singing, the pastor started his service? by welcoming those who are new and also returning attendants. He was reading out their names through what i saw was a piece of paper, i felt safe -_-. But, off course no. He called my name, bah and i had to stand up and smile to so many familiar but already distant faces. Many of which have aged or got a new haircut.

Just trying to keep a low profile of my coming back -_-, which turned out a bit bad.

But anyway, still loving it. My dad cooks great! just had lunch at home and am now sipping on homemade chrysantimum tea~. Something so normal that i never had before i left for college and all the years of my life.

cupcakes

The moment i got in the car after my parents picked me up from the airport. My sister handed me this box.

At first i thought lol, they think that i'm really psycho over mooncakes that they took the whole box for me to see it just to feel happy. But nah it wasn't =(. It was something equally better and it really struck me by suprise!.


My sister made me welcome banana cupcakes. <3.

Annual Cake

Jessica was really nice to make me a cake the night before i left. She was like "take it on the plane!!", yes i did i stuffed it in my backpack. She makes rather nice cakes that i always scoff down. They're usually always edible.

I was eating at Rose Garden at the City with my sis and Sam before going to the airport. Then jessica came with tzup! to pass me the cake. Was rather sad though to say my goodbyes to them like that. Talk talk hug hug goodbye, my sister was calling me from the inside of the restaurant twice, asking me whether i was still coming in to eat the food because they were going to push them out lotsa customers.


Anyway, just last year she made the same form of cake for me during my birthday. This is some chocolate orange tart, damn nice. The first picture above is some chocolate brownie, with egg whites, apple sauce, chocolate and no butter because she knows i'm a health freak.<3.

First and Last of the year

Went out to eat with Nick and Jeann after their last exam on Monday.

Decided to go to Your Thai on swanston street and realised that we went there to eat the first time we three went out together and now its the last time before we went home.

After watching Eagle Eye, oh i was constantly falling asleep in the movie. Three lazy bumming people. Anyway, watch Eagle Eye so goood.


We walked to Docklands all the way from the city then to Southern Cross and back to pack.


Tuesday, treated Jessica for dinner at Shark Fin house. I was so in the mood for steamed fish that day, ordered a barramundi that looks so ugly. But we sapu-ed the whole fish until there was nothing left.

After dinner, went shopped for stuff to bring back to Malaysia the sweets the chocolates the weird instant noodles. Then we just hung out talked till my last train arrived lor. <3.

trapped

Was shopping the other day and tried on this dress it was on sale for $30, it looks okay abit matured but i couldn't make up my mind. In the end i didn't get it, dresses will never go away. Will get it when i find one i really love.

you can see i'm packing on chubbs. my exam fats.

Time

Oh blog how time flies. 8 months have passed.
Everyday i anxiously wait for the last day of the month to tear off the page of my calendar and stack them like this. It makes me happy to feel one step closer and proud that i got through the month.

Today's different though. I only have to wait 1 more day before i fly.

Mixed emotions flow. Those 8 pages represent my personal walk conquered this year. The highlighted days and strokes on those papers i remember, the good the bad and the friendships formed.

i have no idea why this time i feel stressed abit to go home. actually i do know why.

marketing pals

Last Sunday went out with marketing friends. Two of them were from my class and hanged out with their group all 6 of us.

They were not bad to hang out with.
But i had much to comment about lol.

watched a movie, did much shopping and eating a whole day affair. I took them to wonton house at russel and we all had porridge haha, big bowl of wan tan soup and spicy squid tentacles. Eveything that i usually order!..

angry

currently hate two people,

one i really dislike.

Room Cleaning

Currently am busy cleaning my room. So much crap. I have managed to suck up one nice rubber band, one 5cent coin, bugs and almost one sock with the vacuum cleaner. Thank god i got it back =-=.

I've removed 3 plastic bags full of rubbish and thrown so much recyclyables. I'm so mentally exhausted =_=. Going out and coming back home to pack and clean.

I have to think of something to get for my grandmother! What!. Pampers?, BIG shirt with the word 'AUSTRALIA' on it? so funny haha i can imagine.

Korea Palace @ Chinatown Melbourne

Had my farewell dinner with my sister, her bf and his sister her husband, my cousin and her husband. Ok practically there were 3 couples in their late twenties.

I went there late, everone was already waiting for me and i got squished between them. Was happy cause we ordered so much. Like many dishes, 4 types of meat, tofu and big ass seafood pancake.

Has been like ages since i actually had the opportunity to feast like that with so much variety on the table. Korea Palace specialize in bbq food, but it just tasted okay. I prefer the one at Richmond better. Their service was pretty bad too, i guess it was that batch of waiters that they hired.

Like when all our meats arrived, 10 mins later they suddenly came with our rice. We thought it didn't come with rice when we ordered and then they told us it did ... by that time we already ate like almost half of every dish.


Then headed off to Brunetti's for coffee, i got many lil desserts haha and these are my fave. Only us girls were like sharing busy tasting. Overall that night was not bad. Will be seeing my cousin at Malaysia during CNY.

impulse

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH . +_+

after exam i went bought something on impulse.

i hate impulse buys!.

but i love impulse buys!.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

:/

unexpected

chained

I feel so chained and quarantined in my own room. Currently the room is so dirty and disgusting. It's filled with cups(3), half-empty and emptied bottles of juice boxes, coke, milk-tea with books and pens stacked everywhere.

You cannot even count the ammount of hair that i shed thats on the carpet right now, 50% from being frustrated when im studying. Exam weeks are the worst. I usually am blind after the exams, why? ... from wearing my glasses too much, i can't even read signboards can.

Not to mention the binge eating from stress/boredom. wooo >o<. Just horifying at the ammount of junk i can stuff in my mouth so constantly so long as my eyes are still wide open =(.

Exams are this thursday and friday. Then i have 5 days before i leave to go home. Currently am cramming as much as i can do before going back. I am happy, I am sad at leaving. But its okay. will see what i plan next year ;D.

I think i've grown a tiny heart here. ... not for my sis okay? -.-
that statement isn't really definate, since i feel like such an outcast in both my home country and in melbourne. What i felt a year ago about everything compared to what i feel now it is quite different. Maybe i'm becoming -_- old and matured.

I know i definitely have winded down, i don't care so much either, as in i don't get intimidated easily anymore and grown to accept whatever cause its your life. I can say that this year i'm happier than last. This year, its more slow paced and stable. And found some people who really shines in my heart. Hopefully they keep on shinning while i'm back re-polishing the ones at malaysia!.