1 too many

5 times??

that's just effing too many times in a day.
my goodness.
It's record breaking but for sure it will never be repeated again anytime soon.

take your things and get out

looks like you don't feel so safe anymore.

No one

I guess there are some things that only you and I will know, 

no one else..

:/

doesn't seem to go away

Well it's time to go back again. Bring it. 

2010 was a tough one, can't say I hated it but I definitely disliked it.

Going home this time was different, happiness was short lived. 

Hopeful that recent decisions will mellow me out. 

get away

sometimes i wonder if you do.

zomg, like you can never imagine.  ahhhhhhhhhhhh

o m g

Wai

My version of a why question is, why do i not like you at times. turn off.

i met a guy.

Wait

I cannot stand having to wait anymore ... it has been 3 weeks that I've been going to the doctor and now I have a feeling that she might send me to a specialist to wait some more?!


My appointment got pushed to the nurse to let me know my results, everything came out fine except the cancer part... where at the comment section the doctor wrote "to be discussed"

Now I have to wait another few hours till 3.30pm to see the doctor and discuss.




haih.

Results

So yeah, test results from the doctor will be out tomorrow.  

:( 

Unpack

So at first I thought packing was a pain in the butt but unpacking whiplashes it ten times more.

Have to thank someone for helping the two of us move and haggle as well, without you we would have died. I've been without the internet for a couple of days and I have to say that it has been good? lol seriously. Gonna go buy some furniture laterz. Hope everyones good, especially Brian!

yes, if you've been a smart person, I've been bolding and enlarging certain words to get peoples attention. 

blagh.

haih

yoghurt, cranberries, probiotics and barley are on top of my list at the moment.

scared

love is deep and hard-_-~ in so many ways. sometimes maybe even engraved forever.

That's why i don't like it sometimes

flies

saw Olivia yesterday. ;D so shocking. She was with these 3 other hot looking guys sitting at Melbourne central waiting for others to arrive i guess. So typical of her.

I haven't seen her since October, the first thing she did was to stick up her third finger at me said 'FUCK YOUU' and then only proceed to come and hug me. how time flies.

+]

diligent -.-.
sometimes he is online before i go to school.

Been really lazy to blog, weekdays busy. Just found out that I have like 24hrs of classes a week. o_o. I wish it was possible to cram everything in one whole 24hr day.
happy to see him on n_n, get to chat a while before school. He wishes me to have a good day =). damn cute.

hurt

I actually know the hurt he is feeling right now. :\

But I don't know how to still be the good person at the end of this.

Everything moves on whether you like it or not, except for realization.

I was hurt the exact same way. At least now i know why he did this to me as well. But it still doesn't change the way I think about him now.

Prep

"Never measure the height of a mountain, until you have reached the top. Then you will see how low it was."


Me prep-ing myself for what's to come this semester = the loads of stress and work. I guess this is a good quote for all students with big assignments to not see it as something mammoth in size but instead as steps in creating something massive(!) otherwise we'll all end up procrastinating, i know i'm one of them :\.


haih, time to study again yippie yai yay. -.-