Koreana Bbq @ Richmond

Went to Koreana BBQ with trinity girls.
Had some catching up to do with each and other at the end of the night some secrets were even shared.



squid~. This time went back, their bulgogi wasn't that good. I guess it was the waiter that overcooked it. But the spare ribs was really good.

and thinking back one year has already passed by! @@. i went to look for an old picture of us four together and it was quite shocking well for me.

a year ago. haaa


compare lor. matured liao. or maybe its just the clothes~

After food, went to have a drink at groove train, talked mostly about boys boys and troubles and boys(SO LONG SINCE I DID THAT OMG=_=).

Then the camwhoring begins. happy that we love to camwhore so much damn vain can.




so many more -_- its annoying.

I hav this allergic skin reaction thing going on even when i just drink a LITTLE.
I don't just go red. NOO. But i SWELL. =_=. friend describe me as like.. on fire.

Oh i just remembered=_=. When we were waiting for the tram. We were talking damn loud and cholor as usual singlish and manglish, and suddenly this old lady came up to us and said ...

"What language are you speaking?".
o-o. we were stunned and before we could answer her she said ..
"INDIAN?"

...

"Uh were speaking english".

Damn shocking..., everyday i secretly practise tamil. But the lady was nice she came from europe for a conference, asked us where we were goin, where we were from and said that we were cute looking. Probably cause we were short and acted damn animated. I was also pin pointed for wearing my cross necklace when i am not religious in any way.

Btw this is my 201th post, just noticed @@. In a span of two years... i only blogged that much ~+~.

Hotpot @ Sichuan Restaurant, Boxhill

Tzup and Jess was super nice to come all the way to Boxhill to eat with me. Cause i was having some problems and needed some support.


tried to order as much as possible. but it doesn't seem much on the pictures eh :\.
But it totaled up to $85 for the three of us. magical.



threw in the egg yolk for the Wagyu beef into the stock. wa tan hor.

Overall i thought their food there was good and fun lor, wana let Jeann try. Always damn alot of people eating there wan lor. =_=.

Oh yamato

First, we went to Melbourne Central hoping to watch Pineapple Express. But no, it wasn't showing. So we walked to Crown, again NO, they didn't have it either. Walked back to Flinders, trammed to Melbourne Central to get Mummy 3 tickets.

Walked to Chinatown and walked even more to find Yamato.


the lonely burger on elizabeth street.



no one seems to bother.


Anyway, me and nick set on to find this japanese restaurant called Yamato. It was abit hard to find cause its like located at an alley eventhough it was at Chinatown it wasn't that obvious.

I wanted to try it cause it had good reviews. When we went in, totally filled with people LOR =_=. had to wait for 15 minutes so we ended up going to Teppansan instead.

Before deciding to eat at Teppansan, we actually wanted to eat at a Thai restaurant we swear we passed by it=___=. But when we went back to search for it it was gone lor. seriously =___=. We walked up and down the same street 2 times. It must be a magical restaurant.

beef teppanyaki, okonomiyaki, takoyaki, prawn avo salad, gyoza and my soya.

was hungry after all that walk.
Anyway, i was sorta sad i didn't get to eat at Yamato. Hope to try that place next time. Wana try their sukiyaki beef and veggie hot pot!

Statements

While i was using the toilet at Monash the Den? near the library, don't remember what its called already. I sat down and i saw this. I found it quite funny lor.


This hahaha found hanging at a house in Sitiawan, self explanatory. I HATE ALL OF YOU. O.K.

picture above given by Nick lor, for supplying the laughs.


And this was taken some time ago at Mel U union house toilets.

rude

you - rude ok.
you.
ugh

i can stand many things but not when someone is rude.

Taiping Sentral

Taiping is that you ? ._.

Oh how happy the younger generation will be.
Back in my days(i sound as if im 100 yrs old haha), we considered eating at places like Avena and Lao Di Fang cool.

When people *GASP*, when i say i come from a town without commercialized coffee beverages and the latest movies projected onto a big screen. We had to go to kopitiams and buy pirated vcd/dvd from pasar malam.

When i wanted to go to the mall i had to fill my petrol tank. XD

GONE ARE THOSE DAYS!.
Now old folks and the young can rejoice on a new past time.
I guess some of us find it hard to accept this change, but it does have its benefits.
Just hope that Taiping still remains the same when i get back with the addition of tesco + sentral.

맥시 maxie says (12:35 PM):
ma ma ma macaroni

Brian says (12:35 PM):
ma ma ma maxie
maxie maxie bo baxie
bananafana fo faxie
fi fie mo axie
maxie

맥시 maxie says (12:35 PM):
lol

pool @ arrow

maxie does not know how to play pool.
but she knows how to pose


My porridge(chicken+squid+century egg) and wan tan soup + soya milk. happy
My meal was so satisfying to me, i wanted something warm.
So long since i had porridge i tell you. Anything with century egg in porridge is the best.

I like porridge.

*watched harold and kumar, jess tiramisu & greentea cake sucky but eat also, tzup, tzup friends.

re-invent. collage/rayogram

This time my assignment was about collages and rayograms. We had to incorporate that into making a magazine cover. Basically its like taking bits and pieces of pictures to make an artwork that blends. I started drawing these =_= hoping to for some ideas.


What i hate is that, our magazine title has to be that picture above. we CANNOT change the font and CANNOT change the size -_-. Oh and the magazine is an Environmental magazine, which explains the globe and recycle logo.



Anyway, i ended up simply making something up. I feel bad-_- because i started late, i just had to stick to whatever idea i thought of first, which was education. I made so many versions its not FUNNY. So many little things that you don't realise makes so much difference. like the line that seperates my words.


With white paper background.
At one point it looked like a book cover. I think it looks crappy -_- like some science book -__-. ughh from discovery channel. sigh.


nyways, this the final product. = (

T_T

if you're as paranoid as i am, then you would think that the egg tart above is squished like a heartshape.


>o< woooo

T9

Yesterday, I finally learnt how to use the dictionary on my phone to send sms-ses. LOL. So jakun hey, haha. Well cause i never had a problem texting manually, until Nick taught me yesterday.

O_O
happy merdeka eveee. hope everyones got their flags, face paint and everything ready!. Though i heard that Malaysia isn't very patriotic this year.

Cake

Yesterday i was craving for cake.

I wanted cake, not cookie but cake.
~_~. muaha. but off course i didn't get cake : (.

Instead I do what i always do when i can't have something i want to eat.
and that is >> google images <<. haha lousy =_=

Was looking at various foodblogs, japanese cakes and suddenly i stumbled upon this website!.

SO FUN!.

http://www.choffles.com/ . It's a malaysian shop that does this.

These are some that i think are sorta nice and funny


i wan ... look at cookie monster and elmo so cute. But the thing i forgot its name next to big bird so retarded.




wuu i wan

and the coolest one

i would so want to try to eat this.

If i was at malaysia, i would go bankrupt and fat because of this. yay

musical ventilation

Sudden sensation to start playing music again, particularly the guitar.
Might be listening to coldplay and maroon 5 too much these days.

Feel like breaking into a trance strumming my heart out.

Few weeks ago, i went to my friend's place for hotpot with her housemates.
I played one of the housemate's guitar. I was totally blank for a moment ... o-o.
I couldn't remember much, took me some time before chords slowly came back to me.

Soon after i was teaching one guy my friend had a crush on ~ haha some of my skills. chewah !



would love one of these silent guitars. So my sister can't listen to me play.But it looks pretty weird. Like some hillbilly mock up bla. Hopefully can get one this time.
My dad always wanted to give me a new one to take it here. But i said no.

Maxim always encourages me to take my old one here. But i said no. I don't know why i say no. But i guess it has something to do with it reminding me of sad times and home. I remember i use to get angry and crank up the amps on my electric guitar then jam on a greenday song or whatever, but gone are those childish-emo-attention-seeking days.

The guitar and the piano. I guess that was how i avoided having to confront my problems, emotions sadness confusion and having to cry. Seriously lor after thinking about it. Music sounds so GREAT when its filled with emotion. It like flows through your veins and fingers and onto the instrument. : (

eeyer?

i think i might have contracted something.

i can't tell it out here.

25.08.08
nklm
But its not a disease.

Abrupt

I pity my housemate's girlfriend, partially cause i can't do anything to console her.

My housemate living here is my sister's bf's friend. He moved to Melbourne for his new job from Sydney and the girlfriend would then move to Melbourne for him.

But he would come first(Feb) and she around (Aug), and in that period of time omygod.
She came at June to visit him before she left for a two month holiday at America. The plan was to travel come back then start her new life with him at Melbourne.

All the while i hear him talking on the phone with her. She's really down to earth, pretty, slightly tomboyish character shes more normal. But his character, he loves to pick up girls. He met this girl near his work place they told me, shes works at an optometrist as a promoter. He started going out with her, then suddenly kept on taking her back to the house ... and suddenly it became daily.

We all got confused, Sam(sis bf) asked him what are u doing? ... he always said they were just friends. Even when out eating with Sam, his sister and husband this was a topic, cause they grew up together. They didnt want him to break with the current one cause shes cool.

Suddenly, i see him holding her hands when i bumped into him at the city and other mushy yucky stuff.

Anyway, he cheated on his girlfriend. When she came back she got so sick, i wonder why till she had to go to the hospital ... plus a break-up or it had to do with the breakup. Both girls are pretty, but the promoter girl is sorta stupid and the hiao type she wasn't friendly at all o-o.

Today, they both were talking normally though sometimes sparks small tension. Like 'what did i do wrong' or 'you tell my mom'. Long ago he said that he told his mom about their future plans i don't understand him =_= then why cheat. His character is so bad -0-.

And just now, when they were deciding on where to eat she said ' i guess now you're not my boyfriend anymore i can treat you', not long after she started crying O_O, saying that 'you know i told my friends about my boyfriend and they wanted to see you' she continued to cry and suddenly said again 'you know how hard it was for me, so sudden'. I pity her lor she never did anything wrong!.

AND THE WORST IS THAT HE NEVER SAID ANYTHING, just kept quiet and went mmm.
sad, she's too good to deserve that. i mean he cant be that selfish... =_=

wall design

this time had 3 choices to choose from, either design a bottle, tattoo or wall. I choose the wall. Was unsure whether to pick the tattoo or wall. I was lacking in ideas so badly =_=. This time i had no vision, had to play around alot before i got to the end result.

You know i started of with a tree and an elephant... i don't know how i ended up with the city skyline. :\ I was putting the elephants on the tree, wanted to make an elephant tree.


what do you think i'm trying to say in this design?

It's supposed to be depicting two different views that a city dweller might feel.
One side dull serious work while the other is fun and happening. Both connected to that person's life. whatever. =_=


Sorta simple, but o_o i hate it looking complicated ... but i'm scared that i get marked down for it =(. Anyway, we had to write like descriptions and like a short essay on how we came up with that design, the inspirations and so forth. And even present our research material.

Chess Poster

My second Digital Imaging assignment. Supposed to draw an A3 sized Chess Poster with at least 3 chess pieces. I have this knack for just using simple colors. =_= i guess i like it simple.

I hope i score equally well as my previous assignment the one with the fans ;D.
Next week were ditching illustrator and over to photoshop!.

Today, i survived wednesday. I haven't slept since last night, but i did take an hour nap from 8-9. I was rushing to finish two assignments last night, crazeeey. During my afternoon class i was even role playing(class activity). Marketing class was fun today, talked alot but then i was practically dozing off to sleep at the end.

Our cafeteria's and common rooms have 42inch panasonic plasma tv's installed for us to watch the olympics, syok.

To myself,

why didn't i just let it go.

Detour

As a kid all i did was do what my parents told me to.
And as i got older the requests sort of became even bigger.

I recently got a request from them which looked way into the future.
Which i guess ... for the first time i am happy about :).

Cousin married

Two of my cousins got married recently. I'm so so happy for them. I'm sad that i missed out on the fun and also an opportunity for dress shopping. =_=. But anyhoo, they all were so pretty on that day!

emo kids

I detest the work of emo kids. more like emo boys.
It is okay to be emotional, sensetive and sad but not excessive QUA.
They annoy me. ALOT.

These emo boys, usually think that they know the whole world, how twisted, selfish and cruel we are with their 'theories' and 'proverbs~'. Yes, they might know a hell lot about general knowledge and people. Yes, they may posses superb vocabulary and use verbs that may put the average person to shame when expressing their feelings.

They're full of sarcasm. full of it. let the sarcasm overfloweth.

They relate their sadness and failures to everthing but themselves, the trees, the sky, the government who knows what else. Well, if they do blame themselves they will then exaggerate to the extent that they want to DIE or attempt suicide.

Were these people DEPRIVED of ATTENTION when they were young?.

They're so full of negativity, negative NEGATIVE. Not even a ray of light which contains positivity can penetrate through a crevis into their MINDS.

They whine more than girls. Most of them are those stereotypical western highschool wanabees. With accents and no traces of malaysian slangs, constantly on flirt mode. Please lah, please. I know 5 emo boys, i know right why am i still talking to them. I can still be so patient, but after chatting or talking with them i sort of want to hit something or complain to someone. I pity my friend who has to listen to me.

Big sigh-_-, its not like they're bad people. They are usually really nice people since they're so sensetive they understand. Its true that people our age go through alot of negativity at this stage, i do too -_-. But not like the emo-kids.

Wish they could just budge, let go abit. Sometimes things just can't be changed. Nothing can ever be planned right -_-. Breathe out, exhale... . Balance is extremely hard to achieve. Hitler and Mao had to kill to make things somewhat better.

I don't like playing their game of giving back slutty comments when on flirt mode. Just damn corny and lame. They posses such confidence that they always do good.
So you expect me to laugh excessively at a joke that was obviously not funny?.
(i love funny stuff, even jackass funny. family guy, simpsons, zohan.)

If you tried also i would have laughed, but to later proclaim that your joke was worthy of a laugh and that i am to dumb to get it. haha.
Just talk normally la o_O, whats so hard. Are you on a male-defense-pimp-system ?.

while waiting for the train ...

I descend on the escalator to platform 2, my school bag hung on my shoulder while i struggled to hold on to my green bag filled with groceries. The platform was rather crowded with school kids and mothers with their prams. Tired and wrecked from the 40 minute bus ride i just wanted to be left alone, i walked deeper into the platform.

I rest my green bag on a vandalized bench while i stood waiting because someone spilled water on the rest of the bench, i could see the cup lying sideways on the floor. As i settled down i began to notice the people around me.

Looking around, i saw several groups of school kids that you would label as naughty rebels. They had bright neon colored hair, several piercings and baggy shirts with bold statements. In front of me 7 pigeons were bopping their heads while walking, i found it rather funny. I soon found out that they were busy pecking on a McDonalds nugget to death which was thrown by a fat man holding a bottle of beer, he looked bored.

A skinny late 30's man with worn out clothes and aviator glasses appears and sits at the bench behind mine. He opens a bottle of unknown substance that looked so familiar to me and proceeds to drink it. I looked closer ... and it was that chinese herbal cough syrup thing. I guess he's an addict either that or he has a cough, yea right =-=. What's funny is that he was drinking that cough syrup next to a rebel that was drinking a carton of chocolate milk o_o.

Bored, i opened my packet of wasabi peas that i just bought and continued my people watching. I continued to stare at the pigeons and started to wonder if their blood stream could handle that much cholestrol from that McDonalds nugget. Like their blood stream and little tiny heart can't possibly handle that. They might probably die later of a heart attack. Bored... with 3 minutes left of waiting, i noticed that i was surrounded by angmohs, and there was only me and another chinese kid.

In a span of 30seconds, a stall nearby was deep frying food and all the oil smoke?fumes?~ started to fill the air, the fat man that was feeding the pigeons decided to have a smoke. SUDDENLY, my eyesight was blurry and smokey(from oil fumes and 2nd hand smoke) =_=. SUDDENLY, i started to cough terribly and tear as the wasabi flared through my nasal pasageway. As i tried to get myself back in order, trains from both direction arrived as scheduled and the rebels, addict, fat man and me entered the train.

moodswing: random?

i'm so having pms. I usually get moodswings of being overtly happy, moody or sad ... you know the norm =-=. But this time i think i got random?.

I had a spontaneuos and random outing last monday. full of last minute decisions.

i even thought of this while walking home today:

"roses are red, my toenails are blue.
who says i love u?, my nose hairs do." (*laughs alone)

I suddenly realised how seldom i see people's arms here. As in their bare arms with pale looking epidermis-ses because we always hide them underneath layers to keep overselves warm. o-o.

I eat wasabi peas to hopefully feel warmer but i end up burning my tounge and firing my nose.

Trains and trams are cool, however busses are not. =_=

I think the term "friendship day" sounds so corny ;D. ahahaha. frienship dae... brings tears to my eyes.

I feel the world is eating itself up. we are destined to corrupt. Like what Batman said, "you either die a hero, or live long enough to become the villain". i don't make sense right? i know.

*you can skip this part*
I feel my ass got bigger. I'm so bloated now ... i feel my uterus expanding the hell out of me=-=. mamaaaa... @@ ugh=-=

Most serial killers murderers have the most simple minds. When they hate someone and say they want to kill them. They just kill. What they say they do and think its not wrong, that's the freaky part.



*i hope yang's mom gets better soon. =)

My fan

Let me introduce you to my first fan.
I spent like 40 minutes drawing this stupid fan on illustrator CS3.
40 minutes can, how noob can i be =-=. My excuse is that i was trying different styles to suit my theme.

Nippon theme ;D.
if you can >< see i drew 4 inverted rising suns. based on the japanese flag.

The fan is only a small part of my mandala.
I have to draw three -_-.


erm okay. currently its crap. still brainstorming. actually no, i'm having a what you call ... creativity block? o-o, that's why i'm here blogging right now.

What's funny is that, i know that i am dirty when doing work in real life, but i didn't know i could be so virtually messy as well. okay it's not funny after all.


another one that i did.
look at the blue thing at the bottom, that's my lousy attempt at drawing a cloud=-=. i gave up soon after.


The first picture i loved was the fan's~ and in this picture i love the fishes, and among the small fishes there's a big fish.


on a totally random note, i just got this book hopefully it will arrive this friday =D. Based on the true crime story on the theft of the $72 million masterpiece by Edvard Munch, 'the scream'.


;D lol.

15 pieces of pan fried pork dumplings, ma po tofu?, mandarin porkchop, shanghai fried noodles(i love).

This past two days =0=, have been over indulging. Full to the brim -_-, until you just want to overflow. Have to stop this. stopped.

Saturday was a full day as well.
Don't know what to comment about the mamma mia! movie. Corny, spontaneous, nostalgic, funny, hot old men, hyper-activer old ladies? and many sing-along moments!.

memo: greenbag, sars, train full of angmoh, oats&milk, constipated, cold 10, shisha, dubai.

Breeze

breeze

Moments when i feel like running away from this abundant city i crank up the volume while listening to japanese electronic pop. Deafening as it may seem, i feel more safe this way :\. I am confused, depressed from what? i can't even think of a diverging excuse.

I dream of releasing a loud roar of pain, confusion and frustration where i stand overlooking the city skyline with a couple of friends who feel the same way. Struggling to know who i am, well i don't know
... the perks of being a youth. hah.

Sometimes i try to suppress those feelings by immersing myself in alcohol, loudmusic, bodies touching and even the thought of having a fag. To fly away as one of my friend calls it.

Taiping, is where i grew up. A small town with not much to brag about besides our pride and joy the tulip growing Maxwell Hill, once tin mining Lake Gardens along with few other firsts. Still i think about it all the time, i guess it's because 17 years of my life was spent there.

Those 17 years were just memories of what was. I never felt like i belonged there. Eventhough i mixed around, i often feel alienated by the way we might look at something or had interest over. Like a love that was not meant to be.
But the comfort of familiar surroundings prompts me to think about it, well off course its my home.

When meeting new people, the famed introductory question, Where are you from? is often heard. I am not malu because i come from this little town located at a foothill. I'm darn proud of it actually to be a towngirl to represent Taiping, not many can say that. But often the conversation goes like this

I say, "Malaysia"
friend says, "Oh kl?"
"Nah, i'm a smalltown girl.. at perak, know?"
"Perak ... hm i know ipoh"
"yaya, smaller and one hour away from ipoh"
"oo.."
(it gets worser trying to explain it to an international friend)

I would be abit ticked after that, knowing that their perception would have changed slightly. Taiping does not represent me, i don't know me, i don't know where i belong(yet) ... i just don't know.

Today i was down, i texted my friend "When i need you and your fags you're back home =(".

There are times when i'm pushed into situations like for example when i'm back at malaysia, i get called as being one of 'them' or 'aussified' since i am destined to live here. So we're different, real fact is we are already different the moment i met you.

Some goes to me, when i am here. You don't expect me to announce that OH, I feel so Australian around Australian citizens?. When i was at Tasmania, i found myself saying how Melbournes transport, water system and etc was better than theirs as if it were my home.
The feeling of not belonging anywhere. super.

There's so much more than studying and graduating. So much more.
I'm determined to find out what and where i am supposed to be.

Info for all

*Lala in china means Lesbian =D.

les+ or 'les jia' or 'les family' is a free magazine for off course lesbians.
It costs like USD1000+ permonth for them to print and distribute.

Wonder wher they get their funds from.

Now i will give out a quiet laugh whenever someone says, "Oh my god, she dresses so lala".
HAHA.
why?.
nothing~
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*I sort of support TIBET now.

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*Geoengineering. the new light in combating global warming!.

Shooting rockets filled with sulphur oxide into the clouds(most prob the mesosphere) where it then creates rain. so cool.... it absorbs and also reflects light back to space. They learnt this from nature itself when Mt.Pinatubo(2nd largest eruption if im not wrong) blew.

The force was so massive that it blew its 500metre peak off and shot sulphur oxide 20+miles into the stratospere. It rained after that, acid rain off course ... but shockingly it lowered temperatures by half a celcius.

The last time the US tried to experiment with this LONG TIME AGO, they were forced to stop because people were saying that they were planning to manipulate the weather as a war strategy to win the Vietnam war =_=.

ability to control/manipulate the weather if this is not cool i don't know what is.
yes im boring you.
i'll stop now.

God?

You know those moments when you think god is trying to speak to you through signs, bilboards and shit. I think pei hwa tried to speak to me. LOL.

was walking round the kitchen looking for food and talking on the phone and suddenly i noticed phwa (thats how i spell her name).

Koreana BBQ

New Koreana BBQ restaurant.

The 'new' is seriously part of their shop's name o-o.
Was quite good, the best was their bugolgi.
Had the beef bulgogi, pork belly and spicy pork. oo also recommended their seafood pancakes which i thought the batter tasted abit like fried nangka.
Only reason we decided to go there was when i went to ikea with ...


zoey


and jessica which i haven't seen for quite some time.

saw the shop while on the tram. Googled 'Koreana' and 'richmond' and found out it had some good reviews. And it did live up to the expectations that we had about it.
You know what's shocking is that she bbq-ed the food for us.
Maybe im just being 'sakai' but lol she just stood there flipping our meat for us, sometimes there was akward silence cause we would be staring at her flipping the meat.

I then said, "omg, this must be so pressureing to cook in front of people".
and i tried to ask her, "So ... ahaa you do this to every other customer as well? like cook for every table?".
she didn't understand what i said -_-, she was too korean.
then i repeated the question again but now with added hand gestures and she said yes, yes!.
can you imagine if the whole shop was full.

Recently, have a few things to complain about.

One is that, i don't expect people to be whoever they are. Like my mom for example, i don't look at her as the mother figure the majority of us see. I see her as just a person that got me my meals, my attractive toys and taught me some life skills when i lived with her. I guess no connection or other people say lack of it.

Why?, because ... just because. lets leave it that way.

Sometimes i wonder, how she had given birth to me. I guess she knew it too when people use to say how gessie and I don't look much like my parents. So what i am trying to say is that, blah.. i wish blogger could private posts, all i just want is to get it out of my mind. Its hard for people to understand and also they give bad responses =_= that might just worsen my state.

I don't know how to relieve myself at situations like this. I'm not 'emo-ey', im more like 'emo-ing', like how normal teens should be. Those 'emo' people that annoy other people are those on drugs or have too much girly hormones.

Second, is that i miss home -abit. Don't get me wrong i love being back. But i thought hmm -_- being home equals being busy and being busy is not exactly fun when i just want to relax. Off course, i can don't do anything and easily achieve that.

Still, its my brain that i wish i could control or program it like Java ;D. Anyway, i will have this urge to fill up all my time with activities which might include picking up gessie, going out for yam-chas and to accompany my parents. I guess its more like picking up the stuff i left behind and when i leave i throw it all on the ground again (which sucks). Also, i have to plan out everything like trips and when i am at KL for example i also plan all my activities. I mean i don't want that.

I don't want that feeling =_=. It sucks. I don't want a so called 'planned-relaxing day', instead its more stressful for me. When i'm back i feel like there's this GINORMOUS clock in my head counting down the moment i set foot on malaysian grounds and this clock is a digital clock with its seconds constantly changing. This is what keeps me up at night when i'm back, not wanting to waste every minute by sleeping.
I suck =-=, no my brain sucks.

if only there's someone who can understand what i mean or someone i could relate to. Actualy, im longing for that moment.


someones definitely going to complain that i wrote a bloody essay* again. lol. muaha.

*i'm not one for words which is why this can be considered quite alot.

Big vending machine

tzup and funny expression

i think its sorta big o-o and weird. Saw it a richmond with tzup and fui han. damn long didn't see each other already. happy ;D

got an external hard drive today.
u know, i saw one that is USB 2.0 (boo), firewire (yay) and is eSATA .. but 1TB bah =-=.
too much.