T9

Yesterday, I finally learnt how to use the dictionary on my phone to send sms-ses. LOL. So jakun hey, haha. Well cause i never had a problem texting manually, until Nick taught me yesterday.

O_O
happy merdeka eveee. hope everyones got their flags, face paint and everything ready!. Though i heard that Malaysia isn't very patriotic this year.

Cake

Yesterday i was craving for cake.

I wanted cake, not cookie but cake.
~_~. muaha. but off course i didn't get cake : (.

Instead I do what i always do when i can't have something i want to eat.
and that is >> google images <<. haha lousy =_=

Was looking at various foodblogs, japanese cakes and suddenly i stumbled upon this website!.

SO FUN!.

http://www.choffles.com/ . It's a malaysian shop that does this.

These are some that i think are sorta nice and funny


i wan ... look at cookie monster and elmo so cute. But the thing i forgot its name next to big bird so retarded.




wuu i wan

and the coolest one

i would so want to try to eat this.

If i was at malaysia, i would go bankrupt and fat because of this. yay

musical ventilation

Sudden sensation to start playing music again, particularly the guitar.
Might be listening to coldplay and maroon 5 too much these days.

Feel like breaking into a trance strumming my heart out.

Few weeks ago, i went to my friend's place for hotpot with her housemates.
I played one of the housemate's guitar. I was totally blank for a moment ... o-o.
I couldn't remember much, took me some time before chords slowly came back to me.

Soon after i was teaching one guy my friend had a crush on ~ haha some of my skills. chewah !



would love one of these silent guitars. So my sister can't listen to me play.But it looks pretty weird. Like some hillbilly mock up bla. Hopefully can get one this time.
My dad always wanted to give me a new one to take it here. But i said no.

Maxim always encourages me to take my old one here. But i said no. I don't know why i say no. But i guess it has something to do with it reminding me of sad times and home. I remember i use to get angry and crank up the amps on my electric guitar then jam on a greenday song or whatever, but gone are those childish-emo-attention-seeking days.

The guitar and the piano. I guess that was how i avoided having to confront my problems, emotions sadness confusion and having to cry. Seriously lor after thinking about it. Music sounds so GREAT when its filled with emotion. It like flows through your veins and fingers and onto the instrument. : (

eeyer?

i think i might have contracted something.

i can't tell it out here.

25.08.08
nklm
But its not a disease.

Abrupt

I pity my housemate's girlfriend, partially cause i can't do anything to console her.

My housemate living here is my sister's bf's friend. He moved to Melbourne for his new job from Sydney and the girlfriend would then move to Melbourne for him.

But he would come first(Feb) and she around (Aug), and in that period of time omygod.
She came at June to visit him before she left for a two month holiday at America. The plan was to travel come back then start her new life with him at Melbourne.

All the while i hear him talking on the phone with her. She's really down to earth, pretty, slightly tomboyish character shes more normal. But his character, he loves to pick up girls. He met this girl near his work place they told me, shes works at an optometrist as a promoter. He started going out with her, then suddenly kept on taking her back to the house ... and suddenly it became daily.

We all got confused, Sam(sis bf) asked him what are u doing? ... he always said they were just friends. Even when out eating with Sam, his sister and husband this was a topic, cause they grew up together. They didnt want him to break with the current one cause shes cool.

Suddenly, i see him holding her hands when i bumped into him at the city and other mushy yucky stuff.

Anyway, he cheated on his girlfriend. When she came back she got so sick, i wonder why till she had to go to the hospital ... plus a break-up or it had to do with the breakup. Both girls are pretty, but the promoter girl is sorta stupid and the hiao type she wasn't friendly at all o-o.

Today, they both were talking normally though sometimes sparks small tension. Like 'what did i do wrong' or 'you tell my mom'. Long ago he said that he told his mom about their future plans i don't understand him =_= then why cheat. His character is so bad -0-.

And just now, when they were deciding on where to eat she said ' i guess now you're not my boyfriend anymore i can treat you', not long after she started crying O_O, saying that 'you know i told my friends about my boyfriend and they wanted to see you' she continued to cry and suddenly said again 'you know how hard it was for me, so sudden'. I pity her lor she never did anything wrong!.

AND THE WORST IS THAT HE NEVER SAID ANYTHING, just kept quiet and went mmm.
sad, she's too good to deserve that. i mean he cant be that selfish... =_=

wall design

this time had 3 choices to choose from, either design a bottle, tattoo or wall. I choose the wall. Was unsure whether to pick the tattoo or wall. I was lacking in ideas so badly =_=. This time i had no vision, had to play around alot before i got to the end result.

You know i started of with a tree and an elephant... i don't know how i ended up with the city skyline. :\ I was putting the elephants on the tree, wanted to make an elephant tree.


what do you think i'm trying to say in this design?

It's supposed to be depicting two different views that a city dweller might feel.
One side dull serious work while the other is fun and happening. Both connected to that person's life. whatever. =_=


Sorta simple, but o_o i hate it looking complicated ... but i'm scared that i get marked down for it =(. Anyway, we had to write like descriptions and like a short essay on how we came up with that design, the inspirations and so forth. And even present our research material.

Chess Poster

My second Digital Imaging assignment. Supposed to draw an A3 sized Chess Poster with at least 3 chess pieces. I have this knack for just using simple colors. =_= i guess i like it simple.

I hope i score equally well as my previous assignment the one with the fans ;D.
Next week were ditching illustrator and over to photoshop!.

Today, i survived wednesday. I haven't slept since last night, but i did take an hour nap from 8-9. I was rushing to finish two assignments last night, crazeeey. During my afternoon class i was even role playing(class activity). Marketing class was fun today, talked alot but then i was practically dozing off to sleep at the end.

Our cafeteria's and common rooms have 42inch panasonic plasma tv's installed for us to watch the olympics, syok.

To myself,

why didn't i just let it go.

Detour

As a kid all i did was do what my parents told me to.
And as i got older the requests sort of became even bigger.

I recently got a request from them which looked way into the future.
Which i guess ... for the first time i am happy about :).

Cousin married

Two of my cousins got married recently. I'm so so happy for them. I'm sad that i missed out on the fun and also an opportunity for dress shopping. =_=. But anyhoo, they all were so pretty on that day!

emo kids

I detest the work of emo kids. more like emo boys.
It is okay to be emotional, sensetive and sad but not excessive QUA.
They annoy me. ALOT.

These emo boys, usually think that they know the whole world, how twisted, selfish and cruel we are with their 'theories' and 'proverbs~'. Yes, they might know a hell lot about general knowledge and people. Yes, they may posses superb vocabulary and use verbs that may put the average person to shame when expressing their feelings.

They're full of sarcasm. full of it. let the sarcasm overfloweth.

They relate their sadness and failures to everthing but themselves, the trees, the sky, the government who knows what else. Well, if they do blame themselves they will then exaggerate to the extent that they want to DIE or attempt suicide.

Were these people DEPRIVED of ATTENTION when they were young?.

They're so full of negativity, negative NEGATIVE. Not even a ray of light which contains positivity can penetrate through a crevis into their MINDS.

They whine more than girls. Most of them are those stereotypical western highschool wanabees. With accents and no traces of malaysian slangs, constantly on flirt mode. Please lah, please. I know 5 emo boys, i know right why am i still talking to them. I can still be so patient, but after chatting or talking with them i sort of want to hit something or complain to someone. I pity my friend who has to listen to me.

Big sigh-_-, its not like they're bad people. They are usually really nice people since they're so sensetive they understand. Its true that people our age go through alot of negativity at this stage, i do too -_-. But not like the emo-kids.

Wish they could just budge, let go abit. Sometimes things just can't be changed. Nothing can ever be planned right -_-. Breathe out, exhale... . Balance is extremely hard to achieve. Hitler and Mao had to kill to make things somewhat better.

I don't like playing their game of giving back slutty comments when on flirt mode. Just damn corny and lame. They posses such confidence that they always do good.
So you expect me to laugh excessively at a joke that was obviously not funny?.
(i love funny stuff, even jackass funny. family guy, simpsons, zohan.)

If you tried also i would have laughed, but to later proclaim that your joke was worthy of a laugh and that i am to dumb to get it. haha.
Just talk normally la o_O, whats so hard. Are you on a male-defense-pimp-system ?.