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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

-School.08'-

Yep it just started yesterday. It takes me about an hour plus to get to school @@". Totally new surroundings, but i'm going to be studying in another campus next year. I guess i am marking my territory everywhere.

Melbourne Uni, Clayton and caulfield~. I'm planning to move next year!, i wont be able to stand traveling to school so long =_=:.

My study life now is abit slower i guess, since i am already in my course. All i do is study and go out abit sometimes. I guess my life is just school home school home school home. Zzz. Not only that i also feel myself slowly changing back to normal and more stable. Small changes not big ones yet. Hopefully by the end of the year i will be back to normal.

Since when i change if you might ask?. yeah -_-;. I was under the influence of my big sister alot. Always being around her made me learn some of her characteristics unconsciously -_-;. Like getting angry very fast, fussy, easily irritated and rude.

I guess my first year in Australia really damaged me alot. There were goods and bads. Living with a sister that i never lived with before, my messed up school and so much more. I didn't know how to deal with it last time, everything was so NEW to me.

Now, i wont let it repeat itself again. I have tried all the new foods and been around Melbourne. Now its time for me to settle down and be myself again =).

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

My memories when being sent off at kl.
My memories of being ignored.
My memories of not existing.
My memories of being pushed away.
My memories of being looked down upon.
My memories of being sad.
My memories of you.

you don't remember
and i don't want to remember parts of it ...